| The chief was beside himself with fury and ordered his wife to be arrowed down. In a moment she joined her two children in death. Now he asked for the last time, “I will give you one more opportunity to deny your faith and live.” In the face of death the man said the final memorable lines:
“The cross before me, the world behind me. No turning back.”
He was shot dead like the rest of his family. But with their deaths, a miracle took place. The chief who had ordered the killings was moved by the faith of the man. He wondered, “Why should this man, his wife and two children die for a Man who lived in a far-away land on another continent some 2,000 years ago? There must be some remarkable power behind the family’s faith, and I too want to taste that faith.”
In a spontaneous confession of faith, he declared, “I too belong to Jesus Christ!” When the crowd heard this from the mouth of their chief, the whole village accepted Christ as their Lord and Saviour.
The song is based on the last words of Nokseng, a man from Garo tribe of Assam (now Meghalaya and some in Assam), India. It is today the song of the Garo people.
Source: Dr. P.P. Job in ‘Why God Why’
Further research into this song
The formation of these words into a hymn is attributed to the Indian missionary Sadhu Sundar Singh. The melody is also Indian and with the title “Assam” after the region where the text originated. An American hymn editor, William Jensen Reynolds, composed an arrangement that was included in the 1959 Assembly Songbook.
An alternative tradition attributes the hymn to Simon Marak, from Jorhat, Assam.
The hymn comes from the last words of the Garo martyr Nokseng as his family and then he himself died.
I have decided to follow Jesus (x3)
No turning back, no turning back.
Though no one joins me, still I will follow (x3)
No turning back, no turning back.
The cross before me, the world behind me (x3)
No turning back, no turning back.
Video 1 – The Story behind the song
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It was the American Baptist Missionaries. The song is based on the last words of Nokseng, a man from Garo tribe of Assam (now Meghalaya and some in Assam), India. It is today the song of the Garo people. “I Have Decided to Follow Jesus” is a Garo song. [Blog updated]
Last week I visited Meghalaya to know more about the origin of this song. There I saw a grave of Omed W. Momin in a cemetery. It says he is the first converted Christian among the Garos. Baptized on 18-02-1863 Died on 17-04-1902
But here it is mentioned the name of Nokseng. I would like to know more about the Nokseng (Which tribe he belongs to whether it is Sangma, Marak, Momin)
Thank you for your information. The original article was a Joel News report. It is likely these Christian pioneers are from different areas.
I am so blessed with this amazing song and really it is so touchy. God has His ambassadors in all season who demonstrate the true love and faith of Christ!
Sangma, Marak, Momin is the name of tribes. These are titles.
I am wowed by this piece. What a great show of faith even in death.
Was that when the man and his wife and children 2 boys were killed with arrows for believing in the lord then his killers were converted. 1902 I am reading about him how the song my fav came about.
Omed was most likely the first convert of the entire Garo tribe, but Nokseng, and his family, was the first convert in his village. Like many other tribals in NE India, each village has their own chief. The article states that many others were converted as well, but the chief wanted the person who started it in his village to renounce his faith.
Thank you for sharing this powerful story!
I’m so moved by this great story of the converted Christian family, I could see clearly the power of the Almighty GOD in Jesus Christ in this powerful story. Praise God Jesus.
Sangma, Marak, Momin belong to the Garo tribe.
As a Christian, I am moved by this extraordinary faith. The Song speaks with profound effect in such a powerful confession of Jesus’s name at the cost of his earthly life and his loved ones (according to the story – reminding me of Joshua’s confession in Joshua 24:15) to win the eternal life with Jesus (see Matius 10:39 and Matius 16:25). May the name of Jesus Christ, the Saviour fourishes through the witnesses of true believers. Amen
Such an awesome testimony to the love of Jesus and his sacrifice . That this man was willing to die and see his family die for the love of Jesus. Praise him forever
I know this song since my childhood. I didn’t know the sacrifice made behind it. The blood of two children and parents were shed in order to save us. We came to know Christ the Lord through these people. They were also the disciples of Christ. Now I ask myself, if this situation comes in my life – in front of my family, will I do the same way as this family did? Moreover, these people who gave up their lives for Christ are some Tribal Community. Nowadays, there are Christians who do not treat all the people who follow Jesus as one community.
What a soul stirring testimony of faith and the power of God!
My pastor (Rev Clement) told me this story in a chapel service, I was so moved and decided to find out. Thank you Jesus
Next time when I sing this song, I know better what am I singing. The true meaning of following Jesus, our Saviour and Lord.
Holy Spirit help us.
The link to the video #1says private. How do you view it?
Thank you for your message Tammy. Previously that video was publicly available but has now been made private, so I have changed the links to another similar video. Blessings.
I choose to be a God pleaser. Even now, more than ever before, I have decided to follow Jesus. No turning back, no turning back.
A great testimony of faith. Bro Nokseng and his beloved family are among the cloud of witnesses surrounding me. I am encouraged again to hold on to my faith. Thank you for sharing, God’s richest blessings.
I have song this song since I was a young girl. I never knew the story behind it until today. What a powerful testimony! I cannot wait to share it with others.
Just heard the story behind this song on Jimmy Swaggart and was deeply touched. Decided to research. Can now sing this song with the understanding of the sacrifice made to follow Jesus. I am determined to follow Jesus and encourage others to do the same. Thank you Jesus for sacrificing your life for us and for those who refused to deny you at such great cost.
Good
I am encouraged with this marvelous story.
Thank you Jesus.
I love this song even more now I know the history behind it I am reading more on it What year did his family die with him can anyone tell me Bless him forever mow. A true god pleaser.
Just checking out this song and what a birth this song had. True to every birth; painful but what joy it has bought to all who know it and sing it. Thank you for its history. So challenging and encouraging.
Every time I hear this story tears roll down my face and I thank God for such men,, my God reward their works of great of faith…
Powerful story behind this song. “I have decided to follow Jesus”!
We can follow Jesus
through these ways :_
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1) By denying ourselves:
‘Then said Jesus to the people & to the desciples whome he had called, “Whosoever will come
after me, let him deny himself’.(Mark 8 : 34)
The meaning of denying
ourselves is shown in the following verses _:
!) ‘ Committing everything
we do to the Lord.( Psa.37: 5,6) i.e.Commiting works
(Proverbs 16:3 )
!! ) ‘Trusting in the Lord
with all the heart & not
leaning on our own under standing; ( Prov. 3 :5,6 )
2) ‘Studying and following Christ’s example and
Serving Him in peace and righteousness.’.
(Romans 14 :17-18)
3) He said, “I am the light
of the world. Whoever follows Me will never walk
in the darkness, but will
have the light of life.”
( John 8 : 12)
‘ Let our light shine
before men.’ (Matt.5 : 16
4) With meekness and
gentleness of Jesus,
(2 Corinthians 10 : 1)
humbling ourselves
in the sight of the Lord.’
.(James 4 :10 )
‘ Jesus said, “Take my yoke upon you & learn of me;
for I am meek & lowly
in heart.’ ( Matt. 11: 29)
5) By suffering:
‘ Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that ye should follow his steps:
(1 Peter 2 : 21)
6 ) ‘By loving one another.’
( Mark 10 : 21)
7) ‘ Being kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as
God in Christ forgave you.’
(Ephesians 4: 32)
8) ‘ Receiving the gift of
the Holy Ghost.’
( Acts 2 : 38 )
9) ‘Being holy ‘in all
manner of conversation.
As he which hath called
you is holy, ‘(1 Pet.1:15)
10)By doing God’s will.
( Hebrews 13 : 21)
11) ‘ Keeping good
conscience toward God.’
(1Pet. 3 : 21)
12) ‘Overcoming the
wicked one. ‘
(1 John 2 : 13 )
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And don’t forget what God’s will is:
“I delight to do Your will, oh my God, yea, Your law is within my heart.” Psalm 40:8
“If you love Me, keep My Commandments. If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love.”
John 14:15; 15:10.
(God’s Ten Commandments- not the ones that were changed by man.)
Greetings Lori,
I pray this message bless you and encourages you.
I was moved by the last person who posted and declared that we have fellowship today with Nokseng through his faith in the spirit.
This is such a telling declaration…
It is in that way that I share with you God’s will….
His will is everlasting life (John 6:40) and we often think of this with a view to living forever without giving thought to what each word means – everlasting (or eternal) and life.
When Jesus sought to help His disciples understand, He spoke about the spiritual Kingdom of God – this was His ministry, to reveal who God truly is and who we are – John 1:11-13, Luke 4:42-44, Luke 17:20-21 & John 17:3.
In that last passage Jesus declares that eternal life is to know the one true God and Jesus Christ…to be one with God – John 10:30 & John 17:20-23.
When He dined for the final time He invited His disciples to break bread and remember Him and they did – Acts 2:42-47….
John would famously write this….
1 John 4:8 NKJV — He who does not love does not know God, for God is love.
Therefore eternal life is this – to know God, and to know God is to love.
God sent His Son so that we would enter into eternal life – that we would enter into Holy Communion – that we would be baptised into Christ – that we would become one woth love.
A true disciple of Christ follows in the doctrine of His Father (John 7:16-17) and what He taught is so simple a child instinctively does so….they walk in the Spirit – Matthew 21:14-16
May these words that I habe written bless you and fill your heart with light that you too would be as He is….
Mark 10:13-15 NKJV — Then they brought little children to Him, that He might touch them; but the disciples rebuked those who brought them. But when Jesus saw it, He was greatly displeased and said to them, “Let the little children come to Me, and do not forbid them; for of such is the kingdom of God. “Assuredly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God as a little child will by no means enter it.”
John 13:34-35 NKJV — “A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another; as I have loved you, that you also love one another. “By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another.”
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May the good lord continue to strengthen our faith as our beloved brother and his family did. God bless us all and keep us until we all meet our savior Jesus in his second coming.
Thanks to the Western Missionaries for the Gospel of Life to the remotest part of North East India. Through them a great and faithful Nokseng was spiritually touch by our Almighty God. Even today His testimony through this song keep him alive among Christian brothers and sisters. Thank you Lord Jesus. Amen